[Wellness] Re: Wellness digest, Vol 1 #92 - 9 msgs

[gerryann35@aol.com]

I do not know if my message will be read, but I have tried to get on a "breast cancer
chat room" and can't seem to get in.  I have registered, (Komen.org) but can not SEND.

I had a masectomy five years ago (ductal carcinoma in situ) and had a TRAM.
(removal of fat from my stomach and tunneled under chest to breast so it looks natural)  From the very first day I have had pain in my legs and had to sit down to go up and down stairs.  I have had every test, including a mylogram, to see what causes the pain.   My nerve conduction test showed nerve damage somewhere, but where they can not find.  I can not sit for long periods of time unless my legs are elevated.  It is difficult to drive for long periods in the car.  I can not stand long so I sit on a stool in the kitchen to cook.  It is difficult to use my arms, (sewing machine, running sweeper, planting flowers, etc.   My only comfort is acupuncture once a month, electric tins on my back, prescription pain pads and advil.

It is very difficult to complain about my condition, and if I have to live this way for the rest of my life I can and will accept it.  It is a small price to pay for what so many other women have paid, chemo, radiation, and even death.  I am embarassed to complain, but has anyone who received a TRAM had these problems, and were you able to find comfort? 

Thank you
Gerry Battista
Gerryann35@aol.com